I always gave in to him and made few demands.I built my life around this hero and it's hard to make out any recognisable stucture in the smoking ruins. Getting a life sounds great too, but I find his rejection of me has destroyed my self-confidence and made it difficult for me to talk to others naturally as I used to.
Take care NCU
Me: 46 H:42 Together for 18 yrs, married 14. 3 children: 2 girls 13 and 10, one boy 7. Husband had affair, ended it and then decided on separation. Separated 08/2010
