You can't have everything, where would you put it?

[ClingingToHope]

Went to watch an Improv group last night. There were some funny moments and some painfully bad moments. Stayed out maybe a little too late. It was tough to get up and drag myself out to the last softball tournament of the year.

We won our two games though.

Mostly good thoughts -- though a couple of pangs. There's a biker bar on the way to the ballpark and I saw a couple of 40ish women walking out with their leather jackets on. I imagined STBXW in her Harley jacket going into the dive bars north of here.

But I tried to remember that if I did not know STBXW and I ran into her wearing a Harley jacket I would not be interested. Just not my type. Still -- it was a strange thought.

I was supposed to be working in Chicago today and tomorrow. That fell through so I don't have plans tonight. I'm sure something will pop up.

I really need to work out -- not just putz around -- but really put in a good 30 minute hard workout. I haven't done that in months. I've been relying on softball, basketball and working the running races and I feel --- doughy -- even though I'm maybe five pounds too heavy.

Talked with a player on our team in between innings. He went through a D six years ago and he's been keeping track of my sitch. His daughters are 11 so my oldest would play with them when they come to the games. Anyway, he got remarried this year to a woman he met on Match three years ago.

His wife cheated on him and he tossed her the same day and never looked back. She ended up marrying the affair partner and yet he said they have always remained friends.

I need to get there ... someday.