Whew! Back down to 2. I love my grandchildren so much. They make me appreciate the silence of living alone! lol. Went to the Arts & Crafts Fair ( small, only 70 booths) That took up all of an hour. Had a hot dog and a cold drink ($1.50, can't beat it with a stick)
Irish, as you stated, those late night come to Jesus meetings can be powerful. I think it has worked strangely on me. While I am still tremendously sad, I am somehow . . . come to terms with the situation. I realize that my H is only human, and deep inside me, I want him to be well and happy, even if it's without me.
I've faced the fact that if I had not placed him on such high pedestal in the first place, he couldn't have fallen so far.
Having my grands increases the sadness. They no longer even ask for Papa. I don't know if they've forgotten him or if the do it out of some internal sensitivity to me.
Sixty some days and counting. A lot can change in sixty days, I know. My husband sent from loving me on New Years to having no regard for me at all in this time.
Anyway, not to sound like a sad sack, but just wanted to share some of the feelings I have been having the last few days. So much for me winning the "Have A Great Weekend" Challenge.
