I have been working out and building my self esteem up. I am beginning to think that I would be better off pushing the D button on this M. At least I wouldn't have this whatever it is hovering over my head and I would be leading rather than waiting for her to make a move.
At least she would have to talk to me (a little and possibly face me) and not avoid, procrastinate, sweep it under the rug, wait to get her big girl panties on....whatever she is doing. I feel like I am waiting for the other shoe to drop.....and why am I?
