BLGP,

I'm sorry you're here.

"Wants to be alone" is usually code for, "I want to be with someone else, and you're getting in the way." Can you investigate? That may answer a few questions and let you know where you really stand.

It sounds like you're doing a pretty good job of getting a life (GAL) so far. Keep it up, and be the best BLGP you can be, so that whatever happens, you will be okay.