Just Journaling,

The frustration that I am feeling is that I feel like I am off the DB ride before I bought a ticket! I am GALing and having a great time and in the back of my mind I keep thinking...that it would even be that much better if my W was here.

She and we spent the last 6 months together getting her through her nursing school and preparing for the RN exam so weekend fun was sparse. Now that she is working and we have time we are not spending it together.

I feel like there is no chance to save the M if my W does not move. It is going on 10 weeks of NC. So do I have to prompt her eventually? Or just GAL away and allow the M to deteriorate to a big D? I am just frustrated and using the forum as a pressure relief valve.