Yeah, I found their secret email account Dr. Love and saved were pics and emails of 2 years. Pics in bed , on vacation when he was supposed to be on a work trip, her in Paris with him carrying bags with clothes for our clothes etc etc... Too much but thankfully I also found emails with her complaining and asking why he couldnt move in with her, why he didnt even see her but would only call her once in the morning and once at night even when he was living on his own, a year after he moved out. So I found out things I wished werent true but also witnessed the whole process of their love dying...
I dont hide my feelings oldtimer. I am just trying to control them not to affect every single moment of our current life.
