How? How do I do that? All I can think of is how I want him gone and out of my life as much as possible. I don't want to be his friend. I don't want to see him leave every night and remind me of the pain over and over. I just want to wake up a year from now and have it be over. How do i get there? How can I escape? I focus on myself as much as I can but it's a slap in the face every few days. I just want it to be over.
I've found myself feeling this same way since last weekend. Esp the "want them out of your life (W in my case). It took several days before I realized what I was feeling since it was so different from last week. I'm thinking it is acceptance of the sitch and the future, it may have alot to do with GAL as well.
One thing I am sure of, there is a day coming that I won't feel it for some reason and will revert back. That is how it's been so far so I am prepared for it.
