Sorry I've been "away" but I needed to gather myself.
This will probably get long, appologies in advance...
I have been reading posts daily just not adding to the mix. I truely believe that I have let go. I took the weekend and went completely dark, more for me than the R. I had no problem not talking to her at all for 3 days (the kids and I went on a short trip) she called but I just handed the phone to the kids and let them talk. When we got home I found that I did not want to be around her, I'm not angry, just really don't want to be anywhere near someoone that doesn't want me in her life. She has asked me several times what I mad about, why do I just answer her questions and not talk, I told her I'm not mad, I just don't have anything to say to her, I don't know how I feel about her anymore.
She never responds, just walks off which is fine with me.
re: GAL I read on here at one time during a GAL discussion about dancing lessons. You need to know that I have NEVER danced in any form and have sucessfully avoided it to this point in my life. What better test, and challenge, than to take ballroom dance lessons! I am having a great time (it helps that the instructor is a FINE looking young lady, but it never really enters my mind while we are dancing) I would say that I still have a long way to go but I know the steps and am really looking forward to next week when I can go to 3 different parties at the dance club.
I've had a couple good leads on a job, hopefully one will work out soon. Once I get a job, I think she is set to "move" me out but I'm ok with that too. I won't go on my own but if the court decides then so be it. I think I would be happier anyway.
One quick question, how is everyone handling the fact that they are here, but in the discovery process documents requests they ask about any sites that you belong to and your user name and password?
thanks for your support and guidence, I know I would have been an even bigger mess than I am/was if not for this site and the people willing to help
