I have felt the same way as you describe, but then a couple days later I feel differently. It is definitely a roller coaster of emotions so hang in there. You might feel differently tomorrow, a week from now, month from now, etc..

It is probably especially hard for you because you are still living together and having that constant reminder of rejection in your face. If my H was still living with me I know I would have a much harder time moving on. It might get easier once you separate and have some time apart to clear your head.


M-34, H-37, No Kids
Married 4yr, Together 6yr
Discovered EA 7/24/10
Separated 8/6/10
Filed 8/16/10
H Moved home and Piecing 9/20/10
H returns to OW 12/10
EA was really PA
I file 12/29/10
I move out 12/30/10