Journaling: was thrown for a loop today. That's a good thing. I was reading a different thread and was thrown a curve. It made me think. Could it have been me? That lasted for about 30 seconds though. I have already done the work and looked long, hard, and critically at me. I like me. I had a few changes to make and I did. For me. I like them. But I also had to face up to letting go. When somebody wants out, you do have to let them go. I am. It took a while because she wanted me to be the one to divorce her. For a long time. I won't do that because somebbody asks me to. That's like assisted suicide to me. A boundary. But I will now. Why? I had to answer that to myself earlier today. Because she crossed a boundary of mine. I've known that but not sure I wanted to enforce it. I have to. I do want to. For me. The boundaries? She treated me like dirt, was angry at me for things I didn't even do(really) and left twice. Those are important to me. So I am one step closer to letting go the rest of the way.
Bring on the weekend
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
