Shelby, your emotions should be all over the place! This is all very recent for you. It's really hard but don't just try to shut your feelings down, feel your pain but let it go. Feel it but don't let it control you. Sometimes we want to move away from the pain too quickly because it ain't pleasant! When we do we pay down the road emotionally. There's a purpose for the pain, it's part of healing. But it will pass and you'll feel stronger
