I will Survive.

[Shelby]

My emotions are all over the place lately.
One day I am feeling strong and confident, the next I am feeling angry, then sad and lonely.
He took the Girls out for dinner last night, so he was here to pick them up,I feel like I miss him, I know I could never trust him again, I know I will be better off with out him, but I still miss him, I miss him being here.
He doesn't tell me much but when the Girls got home, they tell me some stuff, like he is trying to lose weight so he has stopped drinking soda. we have a Keurig coffe maker at home, after dinner last night he took the Girls to the store and bought the coffee cups that work in the machine, so that makes me wonder where he is living and who with and and he complains about me spending money at the grocery store yet he went out and spent at least $100. on this coffee maker.

Sorry, I have been having a rough couple of weeks. looking forward to the day when I am fully detached from him.