As a few of you already know, I have been experiencing a lot of inner turmoil. I’ve been struggling, and for some reason I’ve been hesitant to share that struggle. Maybe I didn’t want to seemingly contradict what I’ve been saying in my thread. Maybe I cared a little too much about the reaction I might get from some of you out there. Maybe a bit of both. But it’s not fair to you guys reading along and following my process trying to learn and draw strength from wherever you can, and it’s not fair to me either, so here I am.
