Thanks Punkin. No, this isnt his first affair. There were others in the first 10 years we were married. He admitted to one, but I know from evidence there were others, he would never admit to the one I had proof to. He had an OW when he left 4 years ago. It kinda went like this is going now. I know it isnt the same OW from before. This is someone I dont know. It doesnt matter anymore though. I dont even know if she is in a R with him now or if it was just a brief thing a month ago. I mean, two weeks before this flower purchase, we were sitting in court having CS stopped! I dont understand why he would go through all that to just do this again.
Yes, I think I am detached. I stood for as long as I could, hoping everything I thought about him cheating was just my imagination, but now that its all coming to light, its easier somehow. I cant explain it, but its a relief to know. To know I werent crazy. I think of all the times he has made me believe him. I think about the times he lied to the OW before and how it was so easy for him. I should have known then that this was his character and who he was...but I just didnt want to believe it then.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
