Phew! Amazing what pilates can do! Back and feeling 200% better already!! Wonder how long it lasts, might be going to the gym every couple hours just to get through this crazy

Thanks For posting, Seeking and PEI smile

Seeking, thats a bit of a relief to hear..hanging onto my hope for dear life!

PEI - thats the trouble I'm having, how do you tell between hope and expectation. I feel like when something like this happens it makes me sad cause i feel myself losing hope...but i suppose that wouldn't happen if i had no expectations.

Think i just answered my own question LOL grin

Ok so lose the expectation, then you wont lose hope, right?

But I feel like the only thing thats keeping my hope going is those tiny little baby steps, and when they go backward, my little hope tank empties out a bit frown

How do you keep your hope? Without relying on baby steps?

I'm getting myself in a bit of a knot I think crazy


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