Thanks for posting on my thread Pie. It was great to read your thoughts.

You are receiving some really valuable advice here. It's so painful to hear all that you've been told. I was once told that I was on a rollercoaster but my H wasn't on it with me. With time, I had to agree. I focussed way too much on the tiny crumbs thrown my way. You are the main person now. It's time to look after you. Without doubt, if H has a renewed interest he will definitely let you know.
Take care, Pie.