Wife filed for divorce...Is there still hope?

[LSG]

DLS,

Good to hear from you. It has been a while. I hope all is well for you.

Thanks for the "congratulations." I really appreciate it. It feels so good to be working and the positive comments from everyone here. I never thought the day would come. It could not have come at a better time. I am just so focused on doing a good job and learning as much as possible.

I believe that I am doing a very good job so far.

I live my life that W is gone and never coming back. I do not want any false hope. I just do not see us ever being together. A little part of me would like it to happen, but I just don't think I could ever trust here again. I really don't think I want to let myself either.

I do see myself meeting someone again someday. I just think it will be awhile because I believe that I have alot more issues that I have to deal with that I do not realize yet.

I will give it time, and if it feels right, I will go with it.

You are right that I need to someday let someone into my life again. The Affair she had was not my fault. She and I needed to cherish our M. She gave up, and I never did. I am glad that I handled the last year the way I did. I am not perfect at all, but I did not deserve what she did to me.

Live does move forward!

Do not hesitate to post to me. I like to hear from you.

Take care of yourself!