When I first went back to college, I had them sometimes. I'm not sure, but I think I was just very insecure about my abilities, and I was thinking I would drop out, still be doing crappy jobs, but I'd have student loans to pay off too.
That fear that I wouldn't "make it" caused some weirdness.
I remember standing in line at this Asian market when one came on (this is 25 years ago), and I could barely manage to stand in line and pay for what I was holding. I left, went to my car, got in, and I just layed there sweating.
I know what they are like. I just don't have that problem now.
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why would you do this to someone you loved,
She wouldn't, John. But sometimes... people don't know how or even want to love us anymore.
M-47,W-40,No kids D-filed 5/27/2010 Piecing - 10/21/2010 -=Soon to be banned=-
