I have been here reading all these stories for about two weeks and decided I need to post my story since I am not like anyone here.
I was in my early 20's and not very happy. then I met this boy who treated me nice. He made me happy, for a while. I lived with him for 6 years. It took him forever to propose. When he finally asked me to marry him, I said yes, I thought this would make me happy again. Besides, I didn't think I would find anyone better. Well, I still wasn't happy, but maybe a house will make me happy. We bought a house together. That made me happy for awhile. But I still wasn't happy. I thought a baby would make me happy. How about a second one? Now I am unhappy. One more baby maybe? No that didn't work....
Why am I so unhappy?
Maybe if I start hanging out with one of my H's male friends....That might make me happy. This feels good, but something is still making me feel unhappy. All the other ladies I know are happy. The divorced ladies are really happy. The only thing constant in my life is my H. I realize HE is making me unhappy. I know, divorce will make me happy....
MsR2C
Seems a little light and shallow for you R2C. Are you sure you are being honest with yourself?