WAW left on Independence Day and not communicating

[NotCrackingUp]

Hurtinhartford,

Never mind about how she'll feel; how will you feel on Saturday when her birthday's past and you've not sent anything?

I could be all wrong, my H is revealing sides to himself that I never saw before (mean, terribly selfish, totally unreasonable, to name but a few).So I'm also confused. But personally, I would feel a bit ashamed to let his birthday go by without acknowledging it; he's changed a lot and let me down, but I've not changed. Doing a u-turn shouldn't mean becoming totally different, should it?

Ask yourself what you really want to do and be authentic. Just don't go overboard.But don't wait around for ANY answer, you probably won't get one.

Hope the acting class will be good. I'd love to do that and learn to play scenes where I have to get angry. I've got rage boiling inside me, but can't let it out, for fear of finally 'losing' him. Ha, ha.

Still haven't understood the 2X4 thing. Who're you supposed to hit with the plank?

NCU