AJ, I'm reading along and realizing that we all struggle with similar issues, depending where on our journey we are at. Letting go emotionally is the hardest....unfortunately we can't just turn a switch. Anger helps at the initial stage, but I'm finding that as the anger subsides, I have to find compassion and forgiveness to truly let go....it's coming along, but still have ways to go.
(((hugs)))
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO