(((((Dagny))))) I hope your meeting goes well today.
Situations like yours make me wonder. You think you save things, but the underlying flaw in the character (it seems that must be what it is?) just goes dormant, waiting for another opportunity to pop out. And then you find yourself back "here" again, only with even more doubts.
I don't know where I am headed with this, really. Maybe just hoping that you aren't acting out of fear of the unknown.