The hardest part of ANY process is the final pieces...
From what I can tell....
This is more about that fact that you finally realize that this really is your choice.....and that scares you.
That you have that freedom. It is a scary place to be in...
Your choice really doesn't have to be one or another right now....
You can choose to completely let her go and give this to God...
Your Faith is yours, for you. Do not waste it on your Marriage.
Whatever happens down the road will be anew anyway....
Maybe that is why it is dwindling ?
Live for you , and make the right choices that affect you and your children.
If your W decides to come back and try, then so be it. But you will be in a better place to make THAT decision when the time comes, and it HAS to be made.
Moving forward doesn't mean moving on. IF you choose to do that, then you have to be ready for the ramifications of that.
Accept full responsibility for YOUR actions through this.
Is there a chance ?
Yes
Guarantee that it WILL ?
Not at all....
DBing has brought you to the place where you are in a healthy place to make good decisions about you, your wants, your needs.
Use that information to decide what YOU want for you...Work toward YOUR goals
Yes, You still love her, and you always will Swiss....
Just the way it is.....
Work toward forgiving her for stealing your rocking chair.....
