Thank you Kat. Really. I think it's just time to work on letting it go. I'm asking the questions. I'm working on it and realize I'm not completely free of the love for her. Nor the anger. Heck, just emotions related to her. But I recognize that letting her go emotionally is the key for me. She's nuts (at least around me and selfish as nobody I've ever seen in my lifetime even when I'm not around) and I have to let her go. Not for her or for the kids or anyone other than me.
Your words mean a lot. I appreciate it.
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
