Early Parole from the MLC Chain Gang?????

[ericmsant2]

Missher

I belive that for some D is a way to wipe the slate clean. She may need to do this - may not. Does that change how or what YOU do?

Also, as I read your post something stood out....

You were trying to "talk your way out"
You were trying to TELL her how you have changed

Missher - you were trying to TELL her how much you've grown, changed, etc - Since when does this work.

Your afraid of how you feel right now. You feel like your pulling away and it scares you. You feel like maybe you crossed over to a new place.

You know you can't control this but you tried yesterday to...just a little bit BUT an attempt none the less.

Maybe Mach is right...are you wavering? Are you just tired? Is this it?

Missher - IMO - maybe we should just stop trying to figure out if we are "done"...and maybe we should live our lifes. Leave them in God's hands. Let go of that small piece of the R taht we are still holding on to.

True love - what is it to you?

An old saying....if you love something enough let it go. If it comes back it was meant to be - if it does not it never was meant to be.

Missher - let her go COMPLETLY -

Stand or wait for her (what ever he*l ya want to call it) - well that is YOUR choice - I have your back which every way you decide to go.

My opinion - your not done...so how about taking a break trying to figure it out. How about just enjoying Missher.

God Bless,
Eric