We are still living together, although seperate bedrooms still.
We speak in a friendly manner, the children are quite relaxed and all is fine for the moment.
The social day on Friday she could not attend as she couldn't get the time off work at short notice, not sure if true but I'm still going.
She went out last night for an appointment, she said it was some medical reason, came home a few hours later, cannot help but think it was property viewing, but nothing to base that on.
Told her I had a doctors appointment today, to which she was keenly interested, why, what you going to say, etc, told her it was about my moods, she said hopefully they will be aqble to help?
Then I mentioned I was going out tonight, I then got where, who with, why, full of questions?, told her it was with a certain friend, she knows him, then she said oh, good.
Now I might be reading too much into this but I gotthe feeling she thought it was with a woman, hence the interest.
I am still running, well, 2 nights in a row!!, and feeling good about myself!
Doctor has said I seem to be depressed, I thought this already, and he has provided tablets, hopefully things will get better, I just hope I have not left this all too late for the sake of my family?????
