A new beginning to an end

[soleil]

And because the drama never ends...

last night H and I are texting and he says "It's difficult to imagine not seeing you and not being able to be with you."

WHY? It's HIS choice? WTF? Then he says how he misses holding me and sleeping with me.

I had a dream where he was with someone else. I did NOT sleep well at all. Everything he is saying sounds like someone in a damn affair, right??? I just wish I knew 100%. I wonder if he's going to regret this. He has torn my heart and and then tells me all this mushy BS. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Court tomorrow.