What am I supposed to do???

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KellBell0820-He is not happy at all. He is the saddest that I have seen him in my life.

I am going to start working outside of the home. I called my child support worker to ask if I could get my husband to pay extra child support to contribute to child care. I will be paying $400 a month in child care. My worker calculated our incomes and said that yes his child support would go up $100 a month. So my husband called (to check on the kids surprise surprise) and I told him that I was going to start working and he said good my child support will go down. I told him oh no actually I have to put in a modification and it is going up. He did not get mad surprisingly. He said they are already taking half my check now I have to pay more. He said I am barely making it now. He has a friend that lent him an extra car he has to go to work. My husband car got repossessed in June. He told me today that he is not driving the car it is just parked at his house because he has no money to put gas in it. I told him it is really sad the financial situation we are both in. When we were together money was not a problem. He said that he has alot going on but he does not want to involve me in his drama. I can't lie I do wonder what is going on but he did not tell me.

I am going to begin to work and go to online school. That is going to keep me extrememly busy. I met a guy that I knew back in the day. I told him about what happened to me and my husband. He picked that time to tell me that he always had a crush on me. I look forward to being in a relationship in the future but I am not ready for one now. Other than that things are okay for right now.