You didn't break your promise to anyone let alone God. You did everything that you could so lay that burden down. If she really needed you, would you help? I don't mean a frivolous request but a real need, I would bet you would help.

As you continue to focus on you and your kids, imagine how you want your life to be. Get that picture as detailed as possible and then hop on the path to get you there. You will find that longer you are working on you and your new life the less the past will hurt. You will get to where you can even look at family photos and not lose it. All in good time.

Peace. kat


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Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory