SA & CW - I'll need all the luck that I can get to try to revive this business....I'm taking on an additional load on the top of my regular duties....and hoping and praying that it's finally sinking in and H will put his heart into it. I just hope that it's not too little to late....
punkin - to answer your question....no I can't do his part of the business....don't have the know how....it's too technical and specialized.
Journaling - H was with me all morning...solving some programming issues and working on a marketing campaign. He was actually a big help, helped me to resolve some technical issues....I complimented him on how good he is at it (and he is)....he seemed pleased and thanked me. Called me sweetie again and petted my leg twice...I guess that was expression of happiness when we solved a complicated issue.
While we worked H asked me for something to eat (I guess no breakfast from OW), I had some muffins that I baked so offered him that and then he offered to make me one of his special latte's that he always used to make for me. The whole morning felt a lot like the old times....I was relaxed and didn't let any negative thoughts enter my mind. Blocked the whole last year and all the pain and OW out of my head. I was pretty amazed that it wasn't that difficult. He was also relaxed and seemed to enjoy working with me. After we were done he lingered around wanting to make himself coffee, but D called and wanted to be driven somewhere, so he offered to take her....if she didn't call he would have stayed longer. But I guess that it's better that he left....to end it on a good note.
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO
