Still trying to find my way

[Mystik]

CW ~ I'll have to make that change in my prayers. Endurance, God knows I sure could use some.

NM ~ Don't get me wrong, I still feel that most of the blame lies on me but am starting to get that not all of it does. Being conflict avoidant is a recurring theme in marriages that fall apart, probably because that means you ignore any problems rather than try to resolve them.

I know I haven't moved on yet. I know I need to. But I'm just not there yet, emotionally.