I have pulled all of my hair out trying figure out why she doing what she is doing. I know it is wasted energy because she probably doesn't even know other than she wants away from me, but that is my profession fixing broken factories.
These thoughts are starting to dimenish as I progress with GAL and with the help of the vets and their 2x4's. I think sometimes their brutal honesty hurts more than my sitch, but it is necessary to get us to a level so that we can detach.
My weekends are my downtime too especially when I do not have my boys for the weekend. I have spent many of the last weekends at my ex-wife's house just for social occasions.
