i'm pretty happy with who i am. what i stand for. those things don't change. my heart is in the right place and it doesn't stray. i'm human, i make mistakes.
it is very difficult to do my homework assignment because i am unable to turn this frown into a smile. for days, i have not been able to smile. can't even fake it.
there is so much to think about. my head is not in the right place this week. i am going to make myself scarce for a while.
maybe i need to do something different. meditation?