It sounds to me that your H is setting you up as a back-up plan...keep you dangling with a few kisses now and then. That is why he is keeping you hemmed in with the kids so you don't have time to GAL, find yourself and maybe find OM. That is just my outside looking in perspective. I wish I had this clarity in my own sitch, but at least you have communication, which maybe good or bad depending on your actions.
I know that I am focusing on the "end game" too much, but I am also trying to GAL for me so that I become a better me. I am sure that I will transition to that point eventually. Still drives me crazy that W will not even rell me that she "hates me" or "go FYS" at least I would know where I stand. I can still see her email from work and she keeps all of my emails...interesting.
NCU, you do sound better more cheerful and in a better frame of mind. I apologize for my previous negativity I am sort of at a downtime mentally.
