# 72 - Could be better, could be worse...

[awest1217]

The pain will fade and so will the memories, although you will never forget and will probably be reminded of them at the strangest times. Just like anything in our lives, we remember it clearly for a long time, but over time it fades. This will too, but it will take time, and the bad thing is that for some reason human brains are wired to remember traumatic events more so it will take even longer for this to fade, but it will.

Just don't distance from H when you get these thoughts. You may not want to tell him everything, but let him know that you are having a rough day. Communicate.

Glad things are going well with H.