H did say that I have changed...that something just seems to be missing with us. All I could think is communication and trust.
He is now saying that he is nervous, scared and shaking. He is having an anxiety attack Im sure.
I dont understand why he wants me to open up and talk and when i do it seems that makes things worse. I cant trust him with my feelings at all.
Im upset that he wont go to counseling with me to help us. I dont understand that at all.
Im just at a loss today. Trying to keep it together somehow. I know I can. Im a pro at it by now!
He did tell me that he just wanted us both to be happy.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
