Thanks Freckle! Glad you found me here!It's so good to know I"m not the only one who feels that way. I feel very strongly about it - and since S has been here with me now for ten days, I feel even stronger. It just feels sane and calm.
It's going to cost me a lot of money and emotional energy, but I want my son here. The courts in my state don't agree - but it is my deepest wish. I don't wish to keep his father away from him, just want him in his own home, with me, a constant caregiver. I'm so scared H will take him away.
Allen - H told me. IN MC a year ago he mentioned he slept with someone else. Then all the crap that came out of his mouth that everyone else here gets - we should have never married, I'm going after what I want, etc. I asked him about it again last Oct. Then I didn't hear about it again until last May when I wasn't feeling well and asked H to take S for a Saturday afternoon and he said S could come with him and OW. Finally, he introduces S to her last weekend. These are the intermittent times he has told me.
