Lance... its just that he keeps asking me what I am thinking. I tell him and he tells me nothing. i dont know what it is he wants to hear. If I tell him I dont want him to push me away, he says he isnt. If I tell him he is acting a certain way, he says he isnt.

I tell him how I feel, but he wont tell me how he feels. I feel like he is wanting to hear something from me, BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS!!! It is soo frustrating to me!!!

I have read some of the reconnections threads, but will go back and read again.

Im trying not to pressure him. I dont push to talk, if he doesnt want to kiss me, I dont make him. If he wants to go take a bath and the door is open I knock anyway. When he asks what I am thinking...I try to tell him, but he gets mad. I would rather just not talk to him at all, because it seems whatever I say makes things worse.

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10