Pie's Story - he's comfortable again

[ericmsant2]

PIE

But Eric, what you said got my attention, cause I'm worried that taming my emotions will eventually lead to a blow up like you said

The only advice I can give you is to try and find a way to release the anger the minute you feel it. Internalize it will make you depressed, which does you no good. It is okay to be angry. It is NOT okay to lash out at someone in YOUR anger. So come up with a plan for how you will get rid of it. Gym, jog, go outside and scream – something but just get rid of it.

Such a fool I feel... maybe i missed it all along, and he was good at pretending?

PIE – stop that…you should not feel like a fool because you loved and cherished the man that you committed to. You did not cause his MLC. There was nothing that you could have done to prevent it. Can you stop it from raining? No.

We all missed the early signs. I don’t know about you BUT pre bomb I was not an MLC expert so how the hell was I suppose to know that this is what my W was going through. So stop beating yourself up about this and get back to working on YOU.
Yes he was good at pretending. He was running…..running NOT from you but from himself.

Chin up PIE….chin up.

God Bless,
Eric