I do journal. Well I about a week ago. I notice that I don't want to do it when he's around. I don't trust to leave my book where he could find it and read, so it's better to not let him know about it. Although recently more of my journaling has been on here.
Re: journaling -- if it makes you uncomfortable to do it when he's around, do it at some time when you feel comfortable, when you are alone. I personally do not journal if anyone is around. It's a very "me" thing and also very therapeutic to be alone with those thoughts.
