Brooklyn, Once again - thanks for the guidance. I am not sure why I have been stuck for so long / wallowing in the muck of my H's MLC. The rejection and irrationality of everything he has said/done - continue to stab me in the heart. Brokenhearted and well, stuck. Friends advise "move on" / "he's not worth it" / etc. But for me to view my M and my H as if they were disposable is not reflective of what I believe. That being said I also know I cannot remain stuck. It is killing me and it could alienate me from my kids. So, picking myself up for the millionth time since all of this started - I have to figure out how to get through. I wish it was easier and less painful. Thanks for listening.
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time
