W called me again earlier, to ask if what was left at the old house would fit in her car. I went back over what I texted her earlier. She didnt need to call me about it, but she did. I answered and was upbeat. She did not ask to talk to the kids again, I didnt offer either. She ended the phone call, with "well thats all I needed" I said, ok bye. She sounded depressed and sad on the phone, again drained like she sounds all the time. This is her decision, and if she wants to change her "decision" it is up to her, I will not bring up the "M" "us" or "r" talk again. Its in her court. I feel I have done very well over the past few weeks, and I will not let myself backslide anymore. Whats the point? I am not going to start over where I was 2 months ago asking her to reconsider. She can see I am moving on, and can live my life with or without her. I love her, but I will not put myself through anymore of this crap.