go in with an open mind, but your expectations still outweigh your hope, by a long shot. John I am sorry things went down like they did today, but you have been taging along like everything will work out the way you want it too. Your patience is not even close to where it needs to be, and I feel that is why what happened today happened. You react to every, omve, word or emotion that comes from your W, and that is so unhealthy. Do I try and read into my W/ sure I do, but I have gotten to the LBS's need to see it first. This is REAL john, when you understand that, maybe you will cahnge to doing things that work, when you do, she makes comments to you about cold "john" well you need to stick to that. Your not being cold, you need to understand that, you are just protecting yourself. Stop letting her dictate who you are and what you feel.
I have noticed when she tells you how you are acting, you change yourself to act the way she wants you to. What does that tell you?
