Lotus, Alba and Eric, thanks for posting smile

Funny thing i do feel more in control and together than i had thought, I think its becuase I am getting used to taming emotions a bit.Either that or I have none left smile

But Eric, what you said got my attention, cause I'm worried that taming my emotions will eventually lead to a blow up like you said frown Thing is at the moment, i dont feel angry, cause nothing is certain, i feel sad frown Sad Pie.

I've really let go of this man, and things dont impact me as much as they should anymore too - at least it takes me a milisecond to recover whereas it used to take days.

A friend of mine said maybe hes just in withdrawl mode, going dark, and wanting to be left alone. But i think I'd be being really niave believing that with all the facts here.

I'm still GALing through everything as much as I can wink Went to yoga for the first time two days ago and Pilates yesterday - always wanted to try them and I love it!

But still, sad pie.....


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