Hey Eric - the FOCUS IS ON ME....but I'm allowing my self "to wonder" when H does weird things. I'm really pretty detached where OW is concerned....just observing....and journaling.
I'm old enough to remember the era of the "8-track"....never "invested" in one LOL.
GAG - thank you my kind friend.....I feel that H sees me as his safe place....still. Just a feeling.
Spending lots more time with H lately.....after telling him last week that I'm willing to give business a final push and outlining a plan of action....dividing tasks...and really keeping on top of him. Hopefully he will try. I'm not sure if he is capable, but I have to try. I asked for meetings 2x week and I'm really trying to involve him and motivate him. My anger and resentment is in check and I'm pretty good at treating him as a business partner only. No emotions showing (most of the time). OW's H told me that she is in town this week, H never admitted it to me (not that I would ask), but I really don't care. I've been solving some database problems today and must have called him about 20 times at his home office and emailed as many times at least. It needed to be solved, so I don't care if I was disturbing their little love nest.
The next few months are crucial, it's our last chance to try to save our business and I'm giving it my all.
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO
- the FOCUS IS ON ME....but I'm allowing my self "to wonder" when H does weird things. I'm really pretty detached where OW is concerned....just observing....and journaling.
