So...went to IC - practically cried the whole time. Haven't had a session in 2 weeks. Having a hard time getting through the mourning/grieving period of this mess. Need to take this time to let it out - like poison. My kids are being patient - but I just need to release it in order to move on.

Is it unusual that WAS never contact the LBS to see if all is ok? Everything working around the house? Need help with gutters, etc. My H is GONE - no contact about anything! He texts kids at the end of day "all ok"" - "yep" they respond. Is this a relationship? I know...not my problem.

Kids and I had GREAT time this weekend together. I love them so much!!


M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time