I'm sorry you had the bad episode today. I hope that your doctor can help you with this. I know that you are under a lot of pressure, but I do really think that you need to not draw any conclusions about your marriage at this time. Don't decide she loves you, and don't decide she doesn't love you. Just try to accept that things are unknown at this time. It can go either way. It might be best to keep it to kid exchanges with the wife until you get to Retrouvaille. But do not cancel going to Retrouvaille.
