Punkin, Block the ow's emails and forget about her. She's digging her own grave, let her. She's not worth the headspace.
I truly believe things are not good there, but it must run it's course without interference.
Accept that this is going to take a while. MLC isn't a fast process because if you got your H back now he wouldn't be done. You would be setting yourself up for this to happen again.
Punkin, find things to do that you enjoy to pass the time. Go as dark as possible as if you fell off the face of the earth.
You may be in your H's past right now, but you have no idea what the future holds.
You've planted the seeds, now give them time to come to fruition.
