Thanks guys. I hate having a pity party without beer. Sometimes it's just too hard to tie a knot and hang on. Financially, yeah, I can take money from the savings I saved from him. I'll have to to pay the taxes next month. I'm mailing a registered copy of the tax bill to him with the question, Are you going to pay half? I don't expect him to, but it's one more thing to lay in front of the judge. Wish the bill for the work on the air conditioner would come so I could send it at the same time.

I know each and everyone of us have felt this way, that somehow they've never really cared for us at all. How could they and treat us this way? I'm not having contact with either him or her. Just staying dark. I'm almost afraid of her. She's nuts.